Thursday, July 31, 2008

Waiting...

Guess what I'm waiting for????






My ALLOWANCE! Damn the management of ........!! Why still 'keeping' our money when we supposed to get those not-so-much allowance??? Why you have to torture us like this? Pity with those people who are renting and came frm outside kl. They need sufficient amount of money to keep on living. Common lah, this is the first month, they need to pay everything and I'm sure they don't have enough funds for about more than a month? Please consider this the management. We are human!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

What Merdeka for us?

What Merdeka for us?

I don't think youngsters now can answer that question perfectly. Nowadays, people will say, 'bebas daripada penjajah, full stop' or freedom. Is that what u really think? For me, it's more on the sacrificed of our old ones to let the country free from the British so that the young ones could leave harmoniously and peacefully in the future. But do we really appreciate that? We just take thing for granted. We don't look back to learn about the history. How hard the previous generation fight for our rights. Its all count.

Common everybody! Wake up from your dream! Let your mind free from all those the West's way of thinking! Get back on track. Don't fool around with your stupid motorcycle, don't lepaking like you don't have anything else to do. Don't you realised that Malaysians now are separated into I don't know how many 'team'? Get together,be Malaysian, represent Malaysia. Not being Malays, Chinese, Indians or whatever thing, but be MALAYSIAN!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Love it day by day.

Tomorrow is a new week for me. I hope that it'll be a better day. Learning new stuffs sometimes make me sick. So far, I still can accept whatever knowledge that the speakers given to me. I don't know if it's changed after couple of months. Well, we cannot expect everything will be good right?

I love to write. Especially when I'm bored. Just to fill my time and enhance my writing in English. That's why I try my best to write in English eventhough I know there is something wrong somewhere. I also love to read people's blog as I can learn new things or get some ideas from the blog that I read. I want to share with you this one blog. She really a good author. She's my cousin. Her English is awesome and her writing don't even show her real age! Her words are so matured and sincere. She's honest with her feelings and she even proud with her exam results even it's not that tremendously good. She believes in what she likes and know her goals in life. That's why I like her.

I love travelling, yet I have to have money to do that. I love fashion but I'm not fashionable enough to be in that stream. But someday, I know I'll be in New York where travel and fashion are combined. I always wanted to go to that metropolitan city. That city will always be my dream. I know I sounds quite obsessed with New York, but that's me. Nothing can change me. I want to be there no matter what. I wanna have a wonderful shopping time in New York. If I have a chance, I want to live in that city, be a New Yorker. Just like in the Sex & The City. Their life's awesome!

Oh, how I miss travelling! The last time I travelled was almost two months ago. Being in the flight was a great time for me! I just love the foods in the airplane. Even many people loathe the foods there, but I heart the foods. The 'makan' time is the time that I'm waiting for! And I'd like to be the first one to get the foods because I get to choose variety of foods compare to the last people that cannot choose what they want to eat. Pretty sad huh? My big family have planned for the end of year vacation. Maybe LA or NZ (South Island) or London(Hopefully!). But I have the strong instinct that they will go to LA. But the saddest thing is......I CANNOT GO!!!!! I don't have any vacation-leave for the next 11 months! Damn lah! I wanna go to LA again and again! I wanna go to NZ! I wanna go to London! I wanna go for VACATION! Hello FSTEP, I need some break! I missed those days that I used to have holidays with my big happy family. We had great times shopping in LA, adventure in NZ, laidback in Aussie and other places. I wish I can go to holidays again especially NEW YORK. That's all I wanted. Be there, done that.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

LIFE IS GOOD

I miss to write blog. It's been a long time since i write the last post. My life quite hectic since last 4 weeks. In case u didnt know, I've choose my work place. It's FSTEP. Why I choose? I think it's better for me to keep it to myself. Huhu.

Well, I started my real class last two weeks. And I'm in Conventional Banking streams. Ouh yea! For your information, there are four streams that are Conventional (where I am in), Islamic Banking, Investment and Insurance & Takaful and there will be a rotation between streams. My classmates are okay. Not that show-off type of people but thank God there are some of them quite suits my attitude. Huhu.

Know what? I met my kindergarten's friends in FSTEP! What a small world! And somehow some of our friends related with each other. Cool isn't it? I love my new friends in FSTEP. They are the type that i can suits to. It's hard for me to find friends that suits me well and the time that I found one, I'll stick with them forever. I'm loyal you know!

Whatever it is, I have goals in joining this FSTEP. Not only to be a 'Banker', but there are some of 'em that I want to keep it personal until I achieved it. I'm so thankful that my beloved boyfriend is in the same place with me. He's everything to me. I love you, sayang.